Looking for Paduka for rent

Being simple and membazir seems to be overrated. What is simple for me, means no protocol, just relax and no stiffness. But for Paduka, simple simply means no need invitation cards, just leverage on Short Message Service. It’s membazir to hire a photographer, but it’s okay to make another dress, in case my choice tak kena dengan taste dia. Crap! It’s like a fool and his money are easily parted, don’t you think so?

My obsession for paper craft is not a mystery. For this event, I would say it is the most controversial decision I have to make. enAhmad was struggling with me on this. Eventually, any decisions I made, does affecting him badly. But whatever it is, I’m prepared to face the music.

Put a Ring on It

Life time commitment offer was on the table for almost 2 years. Question was popped between the flats tires, hundreds of hard cornering, and thousands of sprints.

I'm not the type that have imaginary wedding when I was 12. I'm not the type that appreciates pretty, gorgeous things. Black is my new pink since I could have a say in nail polish colours! Putting on the white dress with lower volume of my pitch would be something that I'm not looking forward to. They misunderstood me...

But for those that knew me well, will definitely feel my rush for different and unique things. Still undefined, but the feeling is obvious.

My eyes for rocks just keep on rocking from the early beginning of the haunting. I was so freaking nervous on the investment. But it turns out obsoletely brilliant!


They might not want to understand it, but doesn't mean I have to part of the ignorance.

With bloods and tears

Here we go again...

The countdown has started months ago. Every morning, I will hear “Morning 38!”, and the number become smaller and smaller. My war is not with the things that I couldn’t get, it’s with PADUKA.


“Bro, could you get your ass down, I can’t hold the fort anymore. “ The very next day, the whole troop came down. It was about time. Life has become haywire and I just want to get this done. They are been asking me questions. Felt like just want to give them the straight answers pairing with my straight face! Luckily enAhmad already yanks down his skirt and back on pants.

Always remind myself, think the bigger picture, if you're going through hell, just keep going or you’ll burn yourself.

Everything will be okay in the end. If it's not okay, it's not the end, yes?